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[05 Jan 2007|06:13pm] |
Well, I've fully moved into my apartment now. Its nice, but I'm still adjusting. Its 79 Main Street Markham, so the location is good. Right near the bus and other things.
My tummy is killing me, I think I have the Flu. Shitty.
If I forgot to mention: I won't we on the internet very often anymore unless I'm working so ..yeaah.
No more typing. I think I might puke.
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[27 Dec 2006|10:41pm] |
Moving out in about 4 days with Chris, mad excited.
Got fired from Abachi's but still have the Florist job (thank god)
Annnnd when I move out I won't have the internet so I won't be on here as often....
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[09 Dec 2006|10:01am] |
In Flames with Lacuna Coil - This Tuesday!
So far, Mike, Jenn, Chris and I are going!
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[07 Dec 2006|07:03pm] |
Fuck you.
I love you.
So much.
You suck.
I love you.
So much.
Can't wait. Can't sleep. Eat to much. Pass the time, excited.
Go poop in a bucket and eat it, someone make time go faster.
Random, ransom, random. Maybe I'll get killed.
Clickity Click Clock, my mind is in a box. Get it out. Jan 1st IM FREE
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[07 Dec 2006|06:52pm] |
So I was just sitting here at work, and this guy comes in asking for an arrangement (pre-made) for his sick friend. So I sell him one, then he starts talking to me about ransom stuff. Then he says "Can I ask you a question?"
and me, trying not to be rude sencing the strangeness in this says "sure"
Man: "Do you have a boyfriend?"
Me: "Yes, I do."
Man "Oh."
Me: *stares*
Man: "Would you come for coffee sometime?....or you can't?"
Me: *mentally freaks out, and stupidly says* "I guess so"
Man: "Oh okay, cause I don't know why I asked you but.....I don't know how I got the courage"
Me: *mentally freaking out*
Man: "I don't want you to think that I just fool around, cause its not like that. God only knows. I just want to go for coffee"
Me: "Okay"
Man: *studders* "Are you in school?"
Me: "I should be in college by now, but I am working instead."
Man: "Oh okay, do you mind if I talk for a bit?"
Me: *mentally freaking the FUCK out* "No, go ahead."
Man: (does some babble about being in school, and how its good)
Me: *listening, freak out..still*
Man: "Okay so ....how can I reach you???" *Is shakey and nervous*
Me: "Uh, I can give you my number???"
Man: "Oh..okay"
Me: *writes down numbe rout of pity so he doesn't think I gave him a fake one* "I work a lot this month so I might not be able to make it...don't take it personally"
Man: "Its okay, I understand if you can't. Thank you. Your verry pretty and I like you. When I saw you and we talked I felt something...but its okay if you can't come."
Me: "Okay, have a good night."
Man: "You too, thanks."
OH MY FUCKING GOD. And shit, if your going to ask me or complain or bitch as to why I gave him my real number. GO FUCK YOURSELF AND DON'T REPLY.
Seriously.
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[04 Dec 2006|08:07pm] |
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Okay so guess what?!
Chris and I got an apartment!
Its on Main street Markham, right across the street from Que's. It is also a two bedroom with a big kitchen and a nice den area.
We move Jan. 1st
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[30 Nov 2006|05:28pm] |
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I can't believe I forgot to write about the anniversary of Chad's passing. I feel like an idoit seeing as although I talked to him back then, I never really knew him well...and still when listening to his music I can ball my eyes out.
So here it is Chad, I hope your resting now. I bet you've adjusted now to whatever is out there. I hope that you've discovered a whole new world for yourself. I really hope your watching over your mom because she is missing you with every breath. We all miss your music, that is one thing I know for sure. We all wish you could be here with us and I hope your legacy goes on forever.
You had so much talent, and from what I've heard/seen...a beautiful heart.
I hope you don't forget that people still care about you while they continue there lives without you. And I hope that they don't think that because your gone your not still with them spiritually and mentally.
For your sake, and in reality everyones...I hope there is an afterlife.
I hope you shine, and smile
You are truly an amazing person.
We miss you.
RIP - Chad R. Miller
Please visit:
www.clinicaltorment.tk
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[14 Nov 2006|05:30pm] |
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It appears that I have no time anymore to update. I suppose its not too bad seeing as noone but me really reads this. So, right now I'm at work - the usual. Bored, alone.....bored. Yepp, my life is so exciting right now, work - sleep - work. Pay, spend - work.
Chris and I are going to get an apartment soon which is good news, and somewhat exciting. More so draining though because we have a lot of stuff to buy and prepare for. And also saving money up to afford it.
I hope luck is on my side this time.
I'm in the middle of doing my nails right now, and typing this. I'm kinda sitting here not really knowing what to say.
Sam's birthday is soon! Christmas is dawning nearer (already) Oh man! The days just seems to flood by now. In a way its kinda scary.
Oh well.
END.
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[07 Nov 2006|06:36pm] |
Let me tell you, working two jobs really sucks.
Although the money is good.
However... as anyone who knows me ...knows...I SPEND WAY TO MUCH!
Oh, and now I'm obsessed with Purses and SHOES!
Fuckers.
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[30 Oct 2006|09:45am] |
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Happy 19th Birthday Baby! I love you!
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[29 Oct 2006|02:56pm] |
Sometimes I just get so busy that I forget to update, although noone really reads this anyways.
I got a new phone, its a black razor! 647 895 6804 is the new number.
Uhhuh, so yeah. Bored - at Chris's waiting for The Keg with his family.
Steak is key.
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[19 Oct 2006|11:02pm] |
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Okay so I woke up at 8:30 and then fell back asleep until about 9:15 when Chris called to wake me up. Yay for human alarm clocks! Then while waiting for him to come over I fell (yet again) back asleep. Chris arrived and I showered and got ready for work. Layed with him until my dad drove me to work.
Worked 12-4 at Abachi's, hurried my ass to buy Shushi! then came to the Florists to work 4-9. And so now here I am mad bored, eating chicken. Waiting for Chris to get here...or a customer to come in.
BLaaaah, if only Sam was working until 9. No, actually that would be over kill. She already works her ass off enough. ( I love you SAM!!!)
btw I HATE COPS! and THANK YOU SAM! for hiding my bong.
Last night Chris, Jules, Mike, Sam, Josh and I were at Armstrong and Chris, Mike and I were drinking. And of course just after everyone but me Chris and mike left to go to the washroom the cops come. We get a drinking ticket for 125 dollers aaaand they make Chris dump my lovely Fireball Whiskey.
Stupid PIGS! Anyways, long entry so I'm done.
******* DRINK TIP
Dr. McCullicuddies (sp?) Fireball Whiskey
With
DR.PEPPER
We call it, DR.FIREBALL!
Oh yeah, and Im changing my hair....dark.
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[17 Oct 2006|11:42pm] |
Just saw Trailer Park Boys with Josh, Sam and Chris. It was good.
On another note.
I hate fake people, and people who pretend to like people they don't.
I realise that I have done this and because I now know how much I hate it I'm going to try my best not too. So, if anyone who reads this post...doesn't like me then please don't pretend to like me.
It really pisses me off.
Chris is joining the army again and I'm scared, I finally found someone I can spend the rest of my life with comfortably. I found someone I can trust completly and love. And a bunch of other shit which noone cares to read about so the point is that knowing my luck he will be sent somewhere far away and get killed.
I fucking hate the world.
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[09 Oct 2006|11:19pm] |
Well I just came home from haning out with Josh and Chris, going to go to bed soon cause Im burnt out.
Here was my weekend:
On friday I went to work and Mel let me leave early so I went to Ameya's place, (long story short it was fun until the next morning..some people are just retarted.) Chris and I got home at around 8:30 pm on Saterday, and slept until my parents came home and he left.
Woke up Sunday and went to work, then Chris came to get me and we went to my Nana's house for dinner. Then we came back to my house and he stayed over.
And then this morning we woke up early because we had to drive to London (On.) to see my mom's side of the family. And of course, eat. Swim and go home.
Which bring me to coming back from hanging out with Josh and Chris.
The End.
Goodnight
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[01 Oct 2006|11:23pm] |
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That was THE HOTTEST thing he has ever done!
:)
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[26 Sep 2006|11:12pm] |
Jeff, if you wonder why people don't like you take a good look at yourself.
Your usually nice to everyone else, but when someone tells you something you always take it the wrong way, and even if its something bad you just act immature and don't try to fix it. You think your right, when your clearly not and everyone respected you to much not to say anything. I never said that I didn't like you, but now...I actually don't really care about you.
I've spent so much time trying to make things right with you and Brooke but both of you just keep fucking it up. Over, over over over over over over over and one more time OVER AGAIN! I am sick, of both yours and brookes shit. I hope you both read this someday.
Noodles, you need to mature and Im not talking about the weirdness in you Im talking about how you deal with things. Were not kids anymore and we can't throw temper tantrums every time something doesn't go as planned.
When Noodles goes to hug you brooke, or anybody else. Don't be a baby and go "eeeww|" or "nooo don't touch me" just let him fucking hug you, he is trying to be nice. And if by chance he is being a dick and then tries to hug you, say no. And noodles fucking leave it be if she says no.
Noodles, be happy you atually do have some friends. Obviously I care enough about you to take my time to write this shit. To talk to you on msn, to have tried to help you and brooke for...what...how fucking long?
People don't like you, but some people do. It happens.
Mad people don't like me, and I have lost friends who I though were friends but you don't see me being a little girl about it do you.
People also say things that they don't always mean to, learn from that. And don't take everything so personally.
I don't care if you and Brooke don't want to talk to me, because I have my real friends. But I hope you both understand what I wrote and don't do exactly what I think you will. Suprise me, for once.
Act mature.
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[26 Sep 2006|06:48pm] |
Sometimes you make me ask why.
Tell me, what are we to become.
Im tired of waiting.
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[26 Sep 2006|09:37am] |
Guess what!
I GOT MY TATTOO DONE
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